Anyway, sometimes I think that it's difficult to avoid being discriminated in life. I mean some people are just born to stand out and no matter how hard they try to be part of the crowd, they just can't fit in. So instead of laughing at them behind their backs why not just try to accept them by not teasing them to their faces? I'm not saying that you must love the World like a Saint, but if you really dislike the person just keep it to yourself or your circle of friends. You don't have to make your feelings shown and just make the person hurt ma. People that are not good looking or not very small sized or not very tall or have any obvious imperfections will tend to have low self-esteem. Why destroy that little bit of self-esteem they have left for themselves? I'm sure you guys wouldn't enjoy it if you're the centre of unwanted attraction. Would you? So if you don't want to experience this, what makes you think that the person that you discriminate against will enjoy that treatment?
Honestly, obviously I do have people that I dislike luh. But I don't make them feel like a freak. I do laugh at them behind their backs but I try not to, since I don't think it's right to do so since I'm like a Christian and all. But still...the moral of story is, Treat people nicely as you would to yourself and others.
Besides, I don't think it's smart of me to scold people behind their backs either since I'm losing my joy. So I've decided to wash my hand off this particular person that doesn't appreciate what she has in life. I honestly look down on people like that. It's not that you ain't rich or that you're ugly. I don't give a shit. But if you have an ugly personality, black heart and foul mouth, no matter how pretty you are, how rich you are you are still nothing in my eyes. Pueey. I despise people like you. I despise you. You ain't worth my friendship. Yeah I sound super hao lian and dua pai here, so what? I pick my friends, so what? I choose not to befriend a person like you and to make you my acquaintance, so what? You don't even look that good physically and you have a bad personality and you blame everything and everyone cos you don't have a friend. Excuse me, you should try to change your shitty personality before you judge everything and everyone. Because, it isn't fair if you're so incorrigible and you try to judge others. You are blinded from the goodness of the World. All you see if hatred and the bad things in World that everybody doesn't like. You probably don't know it but, by acting like the whole World owes you, you ain't gonna gain from it you know. By sending Smses about how much you miss something or someone isn't gonna help. By avoiding the psychiatrist isn't gonna help either. By pouring out your feelings to random people isn't gonna help. You didn't think that I'd be kept in the dark when you gossip about me did you? I chose not to confront you with it because it is something minor. You gossip about me in front of someone and you gossip about the someone when you're in front of me. What are you trying to prove? Who in the right mind would gossip about someone in front of their friends?! Are you like dumb or just retarded. Harh? I DESPISE YOU.
Anyway, have you guys seen any BongQiuQiu videos? Or read her blog? Nvm here's the link to
Her blog
Before that when I first started reading her blog, I thought that she was a materialistic girl that likes to show off. After seeing her latest Budget Barbie video, I was like super touched. I mean who in the World will want people to flim her having a BOOB JOB. I mean most people are ashamed to even admit that they did a BOOB JOB. When she saw her A cup boobs she was like crying you know?! Omg...I mean, I cannot really understand how she felt when she saw her nehneh but I could feel her joy. It's like really from within her heart :) Gosh, I mean it also kind of made me appreciate my nehneh luh, I mean I used to think that having a B cup is a CURSE. I mean it's like so hard to run and stuff with it lor...I mean not really but I hate the doin-doin-doin feeling la. Now after seeing her video, I'm like a little more appreciative of my boobs and well, it's a blessing to having average sized boobs. Gosh, I feel something I've never felt before. I mean, how many people will cry when they see their nehneh. She was like so GRATEFUL, I cannot really type out how I feel about the video but it definitely made me more appreciative of my nehnhe.
okay with that I shall end my post. :D
BYEBYE!
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