This year, I have had many many first times too. First time I fell down on my ass due to an evil prank by a classmate, first time getting a permanent injury from an incident ( my lower back was injured due to the chair pulling stunt by Terrence ), first time getting so mad at a guy that I threw his belongings on the floor ( and spoilt a pen. HAHAHA! ). First time dining at Ambush, first time going overseas without my parents ( Cambodia school trip ), first time standing up for a friend, first time I handled an online transaction worth thousands, first time I tried to talk to people in my new class, first time I talked to a stranger overseas ( Thailand ), first time ponning chinese ( and I've never looked back ;) ), first time getting a treat at Haagen Daz ( by Hung ), first time playing pool with my friends from school, first time bowling, and basically, the list just goes on and on and on.
I remember myself being upset at my CCA and my President. I remember myself getting upset over minor things in life and blaming it on three alphabets. P. M. S. and getting emo over someone not worth getting emo over in the beginning of the year. Yes, I remember how he has hurt me twice. But we're friends now, if not acquaintance. I also remember how I had many many eye candies throughout the year. Wei yuan, Xinjie? and most recently Rushdi. Oh and the reason why their names are here is because I've gotten over them. Simple as that. Haha! So don't bother trying to tease me about them * points above * cos I don't care :P
New friendships were formed and existing friendships were strenghthened. New relationships were formed everyday yet not all of them really lasts. Reminiscing about the past is a frequent affair yet reality pulls you back to this realistic and cynical World. Results determined everything in school, which imho is just dumb.
The best thing that has happened this year is probably my family accepting Christ. Hallelujah! Praise the Lord. I remember at this time of the year last year I was still praying to God that my parents will be willing to accept Chirst and indeed my prayers had been answered this year when my parents went to NCC and of course, I went with them. As if my parents' salvation was not good enough, my uncle and his family were saved too and this is just...in my terms...SO COOL! Haha! Now I'm praying that my grandparents will accept Christ in the year 2011 ;)
Of course, in terms of academic I've become more serious than last year and I believe that next year will be better for me! I am currently aiming to get into the IB course at SP which requires an aggregate of 9-10 if I'm not wrong. I will work hard to get into my desired course! :) I also saw my personality improve. Gone was the person that will lie to you so you won't get hurt, gone was the person that uttered profanities with every sentence. I used to think that lying to some one so they don't get hurt is nice of me, I was wrong. Now I realise that harsh words can destroy someone yes, but if they don't get hurt by it, they'll be better than before. So...yeah.
Also, without my friends and family that is the constant supply of joy in my life, my life can never ever be so AWESOME! You guys are my source of happiness, motivation and sometimes inspiration. Here, I would like to thank all of you guys in my life for making it whole and AWESOME. Yes I do mean all of you, the good the bad and the horribles! Without you guys, my story in 2010 will never be complete. Also, lastly I thank God for blessing me with an awesome family and awesome friends that are always there for me in times of sadness, happiness, anger, depression and all.
To me, our lives is like an individual storybook. Everyone's book is different and unique to others. This year, 2010 my book is one that is whole with no regrets whatsoever. This blog post will be the last chapter in my 2010 and next year's book I believe will be better :)
With that, I pray for an awesome 2011 and here, I shall end my story of 2010.
Happy new year in advance too! :)
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