To, a dear friend

Honestly, I'm using my phone to post this. The fact that I'm actually taking such pains to type a blog post using my iPhone, you should understand how I feel. Yes, I was upset at whatever that happened btwn you and Joelle, but u touch touch yr heart, tell me have I ever ignored you deliberately? You should know that I'm always the neutral party and I will only take sides if I really think that one of u are unreasonable. You knw I know. You should know that I post things on Fb becos I think it's true. I don't mean to pin point anybody in the process of expressing my thoughts. Yes, it might sound like you. But have u ever wondered, by assuming that I was refering to you, you are also assuming that I have stopped regarding u as my friend. And by saying that you are hurt and whatever, u think u upset only ma? If I didn't care about you, why'd I talk to Gina about yr walk with God? Why'd I even bother to pray for you? Why'd even think of ways to help you? Why'd I SMS the moment I found my memory card for Sony Ericsson phones. If u think that I don't want to talk to you, think again. You pon lesson then sometimes when I see u you'll b playing with the itouch. How to talk to you? Tell me? By typing out this post I just wanna tell you that, I still regard you as a friend. Single or attached you'll still be my good friend. Get it? Srsly, you've changed a log. Idk if u realize it yourself. If both Gina and I feel this way there is sth wrong right? Even if u avoid all the mirrors, your friends will be the mirrors of truth that you'll not be able to escape from. It's scary to see how much you've changed...you were the one that brought me n nana to church yet this is happening. Think about it calmly. Feel free to SMS me or anything. You probably won't know this but I'm flying to Cambodia tomorrow. So...let's settle this once and for all when I'm back with Gina ok? 6 days to think through. Mayb we can meet on Thursday or fri?

Ps: sorry for typos. iPhone keeps " correcting " me