510, Mixed Feelings

I don't really feel good about myself now, like I'm losing confidence in the things that I do.
I don't blame my mixed feelings on PMS nor my low estrogen levels either. I guess it's all in the mind.
It's so easy to tell people to cheer up, yet when you tell it to yourself, you can't help but procrastinate and sometimes, even have a mini arguement in your mind. It's so easy to give people good advices yet, when you tell it to yourself, it doesn't even work. It's so interesting to read about advices in the kind of Aunt Agony columns found in magazines or online, yet it's so difficult to heed those seemingly useful advices. Sometimes I feel like I really know myself, yet sometimes I don't understand why I had to do certain things. When you confide in a senior be it your parents or an older friend, they will just tell you " Oh it's all part of growing up" or just give you some typical lame advices. Nobody really understands anybody do they? When I get emotional about things, I'll tend to sit down and have a little talk to myself and think about life at the same time. I am currently typing this out with mixed feelings and I am not feeling good about myself. Yes I have my weak side and now you've seen it. I guess I'll just end here, Goodbye.