A late reflection

Hmmm...it's kind of late to be reflecting now eh?
But still I'm gonna reflect about 2009 as a whole.
This is going to be long. So if you're having sore eyes,
I suggest u read this next time.

2009 passed in a blink of an eye or perhaps, faster.
A lot a lot a lot of things that happened in 2009 made me stronger,
more understanding and made me cherish and appreciate people around me more.

Basically, everything that had happened in 2009, yes I mean everything are like the BEST things that had happened to be. the reason why?
these things made me become a more matured person. I can't explain to you how much more matured I had become but all I know is everybody grows both mentally and physically. Thus it's impossible to summarise how much more mature you've grown in a sentence, a paragraph, a whole page or a blog post.Maybe next year I'll type a more matured post as I've grown older and supposedly more matured? I am happy with everything that God has given me yes everything the good and the bad the ups and the downs in life. They've made me become a better and more matured person.

I am also happy with the true friends I have. I suppose you will know who you are as you're reading this blog post? I'll always remember u guys as my friends.

The worst thing that had happened to me was probably my parents banning me from church. I cannot understand why they insist that I cannot go to church. I see nothing wrong with that. I'm serious. They forced me to throw away everything related to christianity. I guess throwing away FUEL notes is okay compared to throwing away my bible. To stop my parents from finding my bible I've changed the "hiding place" countless times.

The most memorable thing that happened to me...
was probablly MR ONG ZHI XUAN who kicked the soccer ball into my face. Initially I kind of hated his guts, even though he claimed that it was accidental. However now as i think about it, I find it amusing, despite the fact that I'm the "victim". This incident never fail to make me laugh or at least smile whenever I share about it. Probably what makes it so funny was when he threw grass at me? It was ridiculous luh like seriously, the best part. PICKING UP THE DRAIN COVER. Idk how heavy the freaking drain cover is but I guess it should be pretty heavy to make him drop the drain cover like as if he was hot iron. I guess zhixuan has brought quite a lot of fun and laughter to the class with his childish acts. I remember once he threw a chair or table for idk what reason and he ended up crying? I guess another person who had brought fun and laughter to the class is Sihui. ALthough she irriatates us with her stupid acts but sometimes I have to say that they're really entertaining.
One of it was when sihui first came to school. we were all wondering who is she. So several of us went up to her to make a feel welcome. However what we got was just a cold reply and her telling us not to be so enthu. it's like throwing a bucket of cold water at us. so sadded. tsktsktsk. another time was when she took a highlighter and kind of stroked gary's hair. omg. the best part...SHE LIKED EVERY BOY IN CLASS BEFORE. I'm not sure how true this is though.
not forgetting the rest of the 2/4"09 students who've also brought fun and laughter to the class. woohoo!

I guess the worst trouble I got into was like a 3 hour detention with Ms Mabel Yeong. Even though I detest Mabel Yeong right now, but some of the things that she said wasn't that unreasonable. In fact they were true and the made sense. so it made sense that I listened to those things she had said.

Probably I should come clean about exactly how many EXes I have? the answer is 7.
I'm so sorry about breaking people's hearts because of my own immaturity.
I'm going to say this in a bitchy way but, playing with these boys was mean of me i know. I'm supposed to reject them if I don't like them right?
I guess the only one I really really really liked or even loved was one of them.
The one who played hard to get. the one who was different from the rest. but I'm going to forget him. it's a new year. a new start. as new beginning. I guess I'll try to stay single for as long as I can. I really don't want to break any more hearts. really. come to think of it now, I was really selfish. I made them think that I really loved them. But in the end I dump them without even thinking about the consequences. yes I know I'm such a bitch. But now, I promise not to do this kind of things any more.

I see improvement in myself acadamically. I see myself putting in more effort to study and had seen my results improve from 2008 to 2009. But I have to admit that there are times where by I threw my pen on the table in desperation, cried tears of fustration, cursed the test paper, cried after a test as I was unable to complete it, shedding silent tears alone at night when I was unable to follow in class. I guess u guys never knew. Did you? There were also times when I was so desperate for good results that I cheated on an exam. I wrote down a few words i didn't know how to write for chinese on my palm and refered to them. Yes. I actually did such a thing. I was such a bad student in Chinese that my chinese teacher kind of lose hope in me. so you can imagine how much determination and perserverance I had to have to study well for chinese. In the end, I got an A for chinese however because of my horrible results in sa1 my A was pulled down to a B. but nevertheless I was satisfied. For Maths before the exam I knew what to do when I'm faced with the test paper my mind just went blank I guess it was due to lack of practice so i think i should work on this as next yr I am taking not only one, but two maths. oh gosh now I wonder how I'm going to survive through A-maths. English isn't really much of a problem now i guess. Geography and history...i guess these two subjects are fine as long as I study for them. I'm glad that I'm not taking literature any more though. I guess I have to work on my time management skills too. I realised that I've been neglecting my erhu for quite a long time, I guess instead of only studying at home and playing comp I should also add in like 30 mins to practice my erhu?

I guess that would be the end of my reflection. *farts*
kk I would like to end with...
I hope that you guys will live life to the fullest in 2010.
Be happy and healthy always. Remember to cherish and appreciate to people around you and of course don't forget to tell the people you love that you LOVE them and lastly, do things with the least regrets possible. CHEERS!
2010 will be a better year =D