Mood : Confused

Hey people.
just now...the hospital called.
to say.
my great-grandmother passed away.
quite suprising.
but nevertheless i feel not very good now.
but still...even if i ain't that close with her.
even though she doesn't dote on me alot.
even though she doesn't give me ang pao.
even though she is mean to me.
she is still my great grandmother.
and i hope that she rests in peace.
not in a very good mood to post alot.

-Eunice.